:'/ what to do what to do?

I was thinking about this all night. I just cant stop thinking abt it. Selalu sha ya singah di pikiran ku ne. Entah, napakah ya. Apanah?

Atu bah. The only one thing i want him to do is, "QUIT from SMOKING" thats the only wish i hope for. I used to be an "anti-smoker" but since they said, "if you do love him, it'll not be a big deal to you" like, wth. Hey, i do love you. But, if u do love me too, u'll do anything, i repeat, anything for me, including that, quit smoking ever. I noe its not that easy. But hey, i know you can make it syg.

I just dont want something bad happen to you syg. You know smoking is bad for your body. Like what saiful apek said, its damn true! And, if u notice, yg paling berisiko dapat penyakit atu, urg disekeliling nya. I bet u dont wanna lose me just because of it. Kan?

I just wanna warn u syg, this blog will be the proof. U had promise me to quit smoking by the end of this year. U said, even masa raya pun by buleh branti. But now? Sigh. If by early of january u still smoke, like i said, hny gto mama what the doctor said masa retu. I dont care, if thats the only way.

I just wonder, napa before he can make it but now its hard. Yg before tu, he was supported by his clostest friend. He did make it. But, after he broke up with his ex, ea jadi heavy smoker because of stress. Like. Whatever!

Duh. Okay, case close! Malas kan ngungkit. I failed! I just dont know what to do next. Just biar ea besigup? Keep on ceramahi, marahi or kusuti. I just dont know what to do. Mudahan ta ea sadar, one day nanti. *amin.