Thursday, December 25

Maen pool.

Yeay me! Aku pandai udah maen pool. Like, woaa! Aku pandai udah! Haha. Skadars. Thanks to my teacher, ajar aku maen, to my lovely hadi! Haha. Siuk lah maen. But still maen buyuk if i think i cant shoot it. Haha! Nanti2 tah lagi maen. Siuk kali uh. Hehe. Too bad, luan siuk udah tu. Lupa begambar. Haha! Laen kali ta. Hehe. Bah, ane saja dulu. Esuk2 ta ku update lage mun da creta baru. Hehe.

Movie; los dan faun.

Ane lagi gila cerita uhh. Siuk2. I like the part yg bapa si faun *i think, mengajak mama yg tem tu mandi wajib kan mleat creta pasal cowboy. Sekali yg maen ane crita lucah. Atu yg klangkabut kan nutup, sampai becabut wayar nya ganya bah. Haha! Kana kantoi. Au, creta cowboy konon, tau2 bf! Haha. Ngok. Siuk laa.

Movie; yes man!

HA-HA! Cerita nya siuk berabis. Cali lah. Si Jam Carrey tu cam ngok da jua, saying YES to everything. The coolest part, durang buat last minute memilih tempat kan durg lawat. Huhu.Then the stupidest part, the time the girl suruh si Jam jan ampir ara the girl, awal2 na brapa jauh. Then the girl suruh jauh lagi, yth jauh lari nya tuh si Jam uh. Ngok! Haha! But2, siuk lah. Ketawa ganya woaa.

Movie; the day earth stood still.

It was okay. Cool, an alien turn to a human. Huhu. Then like, that tiny thingy tu gila lah. Sunguh nya damit, tapi ea makan semua benda bah. Huhu. But, hadi said, lawa lagi creta the day after tomorrow, kali. If im not mistaken. Hehe.

Woaa, its been a loooooooong time!

Sorry for not updating this blog. I was busy and unavailable! Haha. Him? Paham2 sajaa. Haha. XP okay, here some new story. Tapi, duh. Ceta biasa2 saja. Tehee.

Saturday, December 13

I miss him. *crying out loud.

yesterday was like disaster. I was lonely. I'd try my best to understand. Siang, i was sleeping. Cause malam nya aher balik, kan kaja kul 6 gi. And, he's working. So yea. Inda betamu bah. *sob.

Hadi antar aku kaja, balik nya kaja tu tarus tah ea antarkan. Then he said, malam ea kan maen cs with his friends kan lawan sama traitor family uh. So, i just let him lah, since his cousin pun ekut jua.

Last night was like, im a loner! Gosh. He's online, but obviously ea away. That game need a concentration. So i texted his cousin saja, its 10.45. I asked either durg still maen kah inda. Then he said, otw balik sudah. Okay, i said asked him to go online. He replied, sabar. Ea driving tu. Hp nya low batt, now mencharging.

Okay, fine. I waited for sejam labih! Malas kan men'text. Cara his cousin texting awal2 atu pun cam teguris hati ku. So biarkan lah. Just wait, he'll be online. Bla bla bla.

And then! Arnd 11.50 i think, baru tah online. Atu pun betanya kul brapa aku punch out. Then he said kul12 ea jalan, that time kul12 plg udah. =S okay, whatever. He waited me di bawah ja. Aku punch-ed out around 12.20 lapas memasuk kan urg. He texted me, tanya aku bhapa diatas, batah kan turun. The way ea tanya tu macam marah. Okay, fine.

Then turun ta ku. Tem lam keta na banyak cakap. He looks moody, malas kan tanya. Kami nada bebon. Being serious ja. I dont know whats wrong with him tem tu. So i just ignore lah. Sampai ja kumah, cam besa. Like, last night tu. Argh. Stressful!

Last night, 1st, kami inda brapa contact. 2nd, he didnt tell me either they're done or not, either he's on his way home, he's going elsewhere. But i just ignore it. 3rd, i asked him go online, but it takes time. Sejam labih. Like, OKAY! You let me keep waiting. Sabar. 4th, he didnt creta pasal that night. He was quite saja time otw home atu.

Urgh! Damn. What the hell had happen last night! I cried. Crying like a baby. Lame!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY! I miss the time we spent the day and night together. I miss laughing, crack-ing, nyaya-ing, annoy-ing with u! Gosh. *crying.

Wednesday, December 10

:'/ what to do what to do?

I was thinking about this all night. I just cant stop thinking abt it. Selalu sha ya singah di pikiran ku ne. Entah, napakah ya. Apanah?

Atu bah. The only one thing i want him to do is, "QUIT from SMOKING" thats the only wish i hope for. I used to be an "anti-smoker" but since they said, "if you do love him, it'll not be a big deal to you" like, wth. Hey, i do love you. But, if u do love me too, u'll do anything, i repeat, anything for me, including that, quit smoking ever. I noe its not that easy. But hey, i know you can make it syg.

I just dont want something bad happen to you syg. You know smoking is bad for your body. Like what saiful apek said, its damn true! And, if u notice, yg paling berisiko dapat penyakit atu, urg disekeliling nya. I bet u dont wanna lose me just because of it. Kan?

I just wanna warn u syg, this blog will be the proof. U had promise me to quit smoking by the end of this year. U said, even masa raya pun by buleh branti. But now? Sigh. If by early of january u still smoke, like i said, hny gto mama what the doctor said masa retu. I dont care, if thats the only way.

I just wonder, napa before he can make it but now its hard. Yg before tu, he was supported by his clostest friend. He did make it. But, after he broke up with his ex, ea jadi heavy smoker because of stress. Like. Whatever!

Duh. Okay, case close! Malas kan ngungkit. I failed! I just dont know what to do next. Just biar ea besigup? Keep on ceramahi, marahi or kusuti. I just dont know what to do. Mudahan ta ea sadar, one day nanti. *amin.

Movie; cicakman 2.

Aku bagi, 3/5 lah. Haha. Malas kan cerita about the movie. All i can recommand is, movie tu tluan nampak animasinya. I mean, nampak cam katun. Not like yg part 1, it looks real bah. But not the second part. Yataa. But the time si cicakman lawan the "lama-lama" nampak cha gagah nya. Lawaa! Haha.

Okay, fyi, we'll always watch latest movie ara cinema. Since i work there. And i can watch for FREE! And i'll bring him along too. Whee. Free movies sygg. Wink.

Movie; transporter 3.

It was, okay. Siuk jua lahh. You guys should watch it bah. Hehe. Ganya, the girl, yg blakun sama ea tu na brapa lawaa. Which make the story pun bida. Cua ta cari actress laen yg lawa. Haha! Kumplen.

Some part of the story yg aku engat, and its funny was. When the girl, mengoda the hero spaya mau buat se* sama ia. Tapi the guy still na mo. The the girl said, "okay, you're a gay!" its like. Lols! Kana ko, padas toh. Haha. Hmph. Apa gi. I think tu saja. Mun mau tau gi, leat sendiri! Haha.

Friday, December 5

im in love!

now kami di battle zone. he's playing counter strike sama his cousin, hilmi and his friends, dilah basar, shuib, nazmi and rahmat. its like, bising woaa. emosi! haha. XP

actually ada latest picture bah. pi lum bemasukkan. it was taken yesterday. esuk2 ta ku upload uh. hehe. payah woa, cua ta lau kai hp pun dapat upload picture. hehe.

okay, im blank now! entah apa gi uhh. totally blank bah! fullstop.

oh oh. btw, im in love with the guy yang wearing grey T-shirt and suar cuklit just centimeters away from me. haha! muwahh.

Thursday, December 4

6th monthsary! Whee.

Oh yey! Its our 6th month anniversary baby! Ke-enam bulan, stangah taun. Wink. I cant believe we'd been together for this long. ILOVEYOU so much sayang. DyyGie forever. xoxo.

Apa ada today? XP hugs.

Today, pagi kami ke clinic dulu, around 8.30. Bawa hadi becheck. And yes, the doctor said, "you should quit smoking. Thats the reason batuk mu alum baek. And, maybe kau kan ampus" its like. Ahh? Ampus? No! Indaa. Nauzubillah minzaliq. I want you to quit smoking ja syg. You see, the dr said so. And u'd promise me to quit jua, by this end of year right? So yeaa. Ehh.

Okay, back to the story. After ke clinic, we went to 1st emperium *enta cemana ka spelling nya. I bought sluar putung di sana. Then went to qlap, bought baju kmeja. After that, straight to the mall, and komunis. Then back to serusop, ke ideal.

Then went home, makan. We cook-ed french fries jua. Around 3, he sent me home. Aku kan besalin gi. He had to aga his mum balik kaja. Then, at 5ish, ea aga aku gi. Kan ngantar aku kaja. Yes, today aku kaja. On my anniversary with him! Spoil ehh. I only spent half day with him. Sigh.

Hmph. What else. I think thats it. Eh eh eh! 1more, i gave him a ring. Writen, "D&G" D stand for Dyy, and G for Gie. Hehe! <3

Wednesday, December 3

another picture of us =)

just let the picture talk. haha.


my new look.



while he was sleeping. shhh. haha.


iloveyou sayang.
happy advance 6th monthsary!

Tuesday, December 2

Ashamed!

Okay okay. Im just gonna share about this with u guys. Kan menyaman kan atinya. Haha! Nadawaaa.

My first day kaja. You know, lau kaja, kami mesti pakai suar putung itam, baju kmeja warna biru and pakai tai. Its either pakai sliper or kasut. But i prefer kasut lah. And must be look smart. But, i look WEIRD! Its first time in my life bepakaian cematu.

Our convo masa otw keatas, qlap cniplex.
Me: Beh! Bidaa ehh! *ngusut.
Him: *ktawa. Apa plg. Kiut kali uh.
Me: tiakarang! Bida baa! Chalaa. *mua bida.
Him: eh. Lawa kali uh. "LADIES"
Me: eyy! Jan woa beh.
Him: laughing. Smiling.
Me: pa jua. Kana ktawa kan bah. I know im bida!
Him: pa plg bida. Eh, lawa bah, kiut, "LADIES" hby tawa bukan sal cali, pi its 1st time leat. Yata.
Me: au, sampai ta ajat nya mleat ku bebaju cemane. Sigh.

Its like. I totally look WEIRD bah! Ehh. I dont like to use that kind of shirt. Huhu. But, i've to sacrifice jua. Nama jua kraja kan.

And and! He said, "4th june 09, urg atu makai skirt. I'll buy for her. And MUST be using it on that day. No excuse." its like, what the hell. No baby! No no no. Ehh, INDAAA! Hny na mau bah. Skirt? Eww. Hell no. XP idontwant!

Hoho! Its been, long long time!

Wuu, bangas jua blog ane eh. Kasian si blog. Kana biar2 kan. Apa jua nya. Haha!

We'd been busy lately. Nada ceta yg siuk kan dishare. Besala, as usual kami jumpa. Thats our hobby. We cant live if we both dont meet in 1day or two. Haha! Yea right, true! Thats a fact. Haha.

Starting today i'll be working di qlap cineplex. So the time for me to spend time with him inda menantu. Aku pun pakai shift, inda betantu. Kdg na betamu ngan hadi. Sighs. I wish he's working with me. Huhu.

Tem2 kaja, most of the time thinking bout him. Wishing him next to me. Missing kana nyaya ulehnya, bebun with him, everything. Im a loner during works. Sometime, ada jua jelous mleat costumer yg sweet2 sama both bf and gf. Duhh. But, better la. I still can go online-ing. Chatting with him.

Ohh, so bored my story uh? Haha! Atleast i share something with u guys. Haha. Macam inda iklas bah! Haha. Ba, ane ja lu. Suruh ta tuan empunya blog ane nambah. Puan nya udah plg ne. Haha!

P/s: i miss u baby. Hugs.